hahaha im thinkingggg about whether i should revive this poor blog! xP hehe anws
FRIDAY IS STUDY DAY right, bestie? :D haha yayy cant wait till friday!

so long then! :D

"I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today"


11:51 PM

wrap it
trap it
put it in a box
that'll be the end of it
(:

my heart sure hurts.
but at least its healing.....


6:49 PM

i guess i finally have the patience to bother to write something on the blog after all now. prolly cuz promos are already over, so i'm much more slack now. (:


well....
i used to think that it was my everything. it is still everything, although i know that in the future there will be always be something that will make my everything change into a something too. then would my everything be fully complete. however, what if i am not given a chance to acquire something, and is just left with the everything? and obviously, this everything is actually nothing. so won't i just be left with nothing and a bitter taste in my mouth? sad huh? in actual fact, even up till now, i still hope that nothing will become everything so as to prove to myself that i have not lived for nothing. also, usually to acquire everything you are to do nothing. however at this stage, i must do everything to acquire something or else i will really be left with nothing. but if it's nothing to me, i should just leave it as nothing shouldn't i? but somehow, i cant leave it as it is. the feeling of everything turning into nothing had left me with much pain and suffering. sometimes i feel that throwing away everything to acquire nothing is a good thing after all as it allows me to obtain everything in the end. but, why is such a thing so hard? well, i do know deep down in my heart that i actually own everything that i need and want, however i cant help feeling that this everything is just something because they arent entirely my things. i know it is a terrible thing to think of but we just cant help feeling so sometimes, dont we?

no matter what, i just hope that someday, nothing will become something, and something will become eveything. till that day, i will continue to grapple between doing something or doing nothing. and i actually had quite a bit of something else to say but i had just forgotten everything. sheesh. what thing is this thing anyway, you might be thinking? well, i just got to say that it's a secret thing just between me and me.


10:29 PM

Okay! I haven’t updated in like 10000 yrs! Haha this post shall be about yesterdayyy:D when I turned 17! Haha. At 12! Ankeeta and asri came in the room, while I was watching couple or trouble.. and they were like SUPRISSEEEE with this huge huge candle the kind you see in castles!! I was like. Omg! Haha I didn’t expect it la. They got me a tiramisu cake! Yumm my fave! Haha:D thenn we camwhoredd abit! Haha then ankeeta went to watch dream girls.. asri and I watched our couple or trouble (: haha. Then then I went to sleep around 2am I think. Forgot ady xD haha

At 6.35 I received a call from bestie!(: Which woke me up.. haha if he didn’t call I would have been late for sch I think xD haha. Thanks for coming and passing me all the presents (: you made my day! Haha.. then left to sch with michelle..

It was raining so we didn’t have morning assembly so we went straight to the audi for phy lecture.. then I was like wondering where’s peiling and huidan! Haha then they came in looking abit suspicious.. then they were like happy birthday!:D with a pau in hand.. with 2 toothpicks on it as candles! Haha. Superrr cutee:D then they were like ‘we’re on a budget right now’(:

Had break after that. Sat at the OHANA(: I read all the bday cards:D shared nachos with huidan and ate the pau! Yumm haha then we had econs lecture.. boringness with the taitai teacher lecturing. Urgh. Haha then we walked out of the audi.. then jianyu came and passed me a bear!:D haha its from jianyu, yukang, jacky, youchen and shaojun(: haha thanks so much guys!:D then when we reached the room for gp.. I was like ehh how come suddenly got a water bottle in my bag pocket! Haha its from peiling and huidan! Thanks for buying the nike water bottle I wanted! Yes the one with flowers!:D haha yayy.

Had econs after that! Had a timed prac.. then Ms cai and the class sang a bday song for me:D haha then we had civics.. then aft that the whole class stayed back! Haha tsktsk I knew they had a cake:P haha so obvious! Haha the clique shared to buy a lemon cheese cake from breadtalk for me!:D haha cos peiling rmbed that that time when we were at amk hub I was telling her how I miss the lemon cheese cake when I was in uk! Haha:D yayyy sang another time and ate the cake:D after that went to nyp with peiling and the guys.. then I went back (:

Met ger at ard 5+ then went to kino to buy new moon! Haha Edward cullen!:D then we went to eat dinner at fareast! I had some claypot yimien thingy. Then we shopped ard and bought ourselves an anklet! Haha if it falls off our wish wld come true:D

Went back at ard 9+ (: haha thanks so much jo for the birthday dedication for me on the radio! Haha you’re the best:D lol that night ankeeta tried to teach asri and I some bollywood dance! Super funny can xD haha.. then shared the cake that bestie gave(: oh ohh thanks cindyy for the miniature of the electric guitar! Haha I loveee it:D

And and, thanks for all the birthday smses!:D esp from stace and mel! Who’re not in Singapore:D haha you guys rock:D and thanks for all the birthday greetings and gifts! I had a fantastic dayyyy(: thanks to all of you guys!:D


10:44 AM

"There is 2 paths you can take. Either you can get bitter about your disability and head down the depressing street called ‘why me’ street, or instead you can start climbing big beautiful mountains of opportunity. Yes these mountains may be steeper if you are disabled, but the view from the top is even better! And despite being blind, even I can see it!"

-Amar Latif



6:01 PM

11:17 PM

firstly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN IVIEN VIEN IEN EN N! xD haha

my spa was kinda screweddd haha cos i forgot to fix in the rheostat.. what a silly mistake rite-.- haha but i guess the teacher was nice.. didnt minus any marks :D haha cos i was staring at the marksheet.. he didnt write anythingg abt me xD haha. poor liumei! her multimeter was like faultyy:( but luckily mrari gave her more time(:

okayy aft sch subway-ed with hd, pl, lm and cy:D haha i tried the italian bmt for the first time tday w hd(: haha its like reallyyy salty! i decided not to keep eating the subway melt haha i shall try smth new everytime :D

yay ankeeta finished twilight! haha im gna start reading it soon:D


3:03 PM

haha i didnt go to sch todayyy. and i didnt actual pon okayy. i was feeling kinda sick (mentally?) haha xD but oh wells. i actl woke up for sch.. then when i was like getting ready, ankeeta was like i wanna pon sch todayy lets pon sch. then i was like.. okayy! hahah then when we told asri she was uber uber shocked xD hehe.

we watched spirited away in the morn.. then went to tp to get our mcs :D haha then we had lunch at mos burger! ate the rice burger:D yumm! haha we did some grocery shopping and then we went back(: lol almost bumped into some teachers though! haha it was kinda scaryy but fun! i decided i will only do this once in every 2 months! haha cos, the mc is very ex-.- and etc etc etc xD haha!


8:48 PM

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10:21 PM

ahhh. my head hurts. from sleeping too much. haha. cuz i went for this UNAS seminar today, and oh my, i was sooo bored that i practically slept my whole way through the whole 10-hour-long seminar. lol. i think maybe i DID slept my way through for 10 hours. at first, the sleeping was shiok, but after that, i just slept cuz i was bored to death and didnt feel like mugging then. i heck cared the speakers and slept blatantly. hehehe. :P oh wells, trying to console myself that i didnt waste my whole day by saying that i can add one more thing to my council profile. council profile council profile council profile. >.<

and then i decided to walk to orchard cuz i wanted to go kino. my book hasnt arrived yet! D: and 'the life and times of the wicked witch' is sold out too! D: wasted trip. shucks.

oh wells, off to read some manga and then start on my bio concept map. blah.


7:50 PM

2:57 PM

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..

a youth she's content to leave behind....



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .....

a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

a feeling of control over her destiny...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to fall in love without losing herself..



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without;
ruining the friendship...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. .

whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
or a charming Inn in the woods...
when her soul needs soothing...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

What she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a month...and a year...


2:10 PM